asking questions
by Douglas Messerli
Tom Jacobson Captain of the Bible Quiz Team / presented by Rogue Machine
Theatre, Sunday August 28, 2016 at Lutheran Church of the Master, Los Angeles
Jacobson’s play, with the major role of Landry Sorenson alternating
between four actors (two of them women, one black male, and white male; the
performance I saw was with Mark Jacobson, no relation to the playwright) takes
place in a number of Lutheran churches throughout the city (the performance I
saw was at Jacobsen’s own church, the gay friendly Lutheran Church of the
Masters in Los Angeles) with a real organist, a program that mimics Sunday
Church bulletins, and with the audience itself serving as interactive
congregants. Like Thornton Wilder’s Our
Town, some audience members were asked ahead of time to take on small roles
throughout the play, and at the end, each attendee was named and asked to stand
in a final act of unexpected support for the young preacher—not yet ordained as
a full pastor—who has just declared he has lost his faith.
The young Sorenson, in his mix of high idealism and his often rambling
seven sermons (Christmas Eve, December 2009; Epiphany, January 2010; Baptism of
Our Lord, January 2010; Ash Wednesday, February 2010; Maundy Thursday, April
2010; and Good Friday, April 2010), is hardly a fit for a community that is
certain to have heard highly structured homilies for most of their lives. But
most of all is his dangerous tendency, as he claims was the pattern of the
Lutheran founder, Martin Luther himself, to question everything, including the
veracity of Bible stories and the fundamental values of his congregants. And,
in that fact, this work reminds me some of Robert Bresson’s far greater The Diary of a Priest (see My Year 2000).
Although he makes some important new changes, including establishing a
needed food back in conjunction with other community churches, and even
slightly increases attendance, he further grates on many churchgoers by
revealing personal information about himself and his relationship with his
father, and, finally, admitting that he himself has fallen in love with another
man (in the production I saw, the supposed lover was represented as a black
man). Members of the congregation retaliate by interrupting him mid-sermon with
written messages, arguing for succession from the ELCA because of its decision
on the LBGTQ inclusion and proposing Sorenson’s own termination—in particular
for his tossing away an ancient couch in the church basement—a couch which as a
child, he had often slept upon.
Even worse, Sorenson discovers some secrets in his own father’s closet:
most notably, the fact that, in an attempt to build a pastoral house next the
church years earlier, he had taken out a loan in the name of the church, which
was never paid back. The church must now attempt to free itself from the larger
ELCA simply in order to not be closed down.
A true believer at heart, however, Sorenson seems to meet these dilemmas
with an open mind and a calming heart. But when his father dies, still refusing
to even speak to his son and his lover, the young preacher finally begins to
break, his sermons becoming even more personal as he speaks of his own
spiritual crisis. The only meliorating fact is that his father has left the
family farm to the church, and its sale may pay off the church’s debt; the son
has been left nothing. But even here, he proclaims, beneficently, that at least
his father has given him his faith; what better gift than that, he proclaims.
By the final Easter Sunday sermon, however, the minister admits his loss
of faith, not of God, apparently, but of his fellow beings. The
narrow-mindedness and hostility of the congregants themselves has seemingly
defeated him. Yet another audience member walks forward with a written message,
and the genial Sorenson, quipping on these now regular intrusions, braces for
the worst.
But this time either God or the men and women to whom he has been
preaching—Jacobson has left the answer vague—has wrought a true miracle, as the
audience members’ names are called out and we all gradually stand up to ask him
to create a new church in the living room of one of our supposed members—an act
much like ancient Christians who gathered to confess, in just such small,
hidden-away locations, to one another. The questions Sorenson has pummeled them
with have finally found their way into the minds of his congregation.
Yet there was something moving about being asked to turn to our fellow
audience members (as church-goers are often encouraged to do) to shake their
hands and, mid-play, express our love to one another. In an odd sense, this
simple act was perhaps one of the most dramatic moments of this “play” simply
because it questioned what theater actually is and was always, a bringing
together of a temporarily sharing community to listen, question, challenge, and
react. That acknowledgement of one another’s presence seems to be an important
element missing in so much of today’s drama. And for many of millions, that
dramatic interchange is what draws them still to church.
Los Angeles, August 29, 2016
Reprinted from USTheater, Opera, and Performance (August 2016).