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Saturday, November 7, 2026

Gertrude Stein (adapted by Marissa Chibas, Erik Ehn, and Travis Preston) | Brewsie and Willie / 2010

listening

by Douglas Messerli

 

Gertrude Stein, adapted by Marissa Chibas, Erik Ehn, and Travis Preston Brewsie and Willie / performed at the 7th Floor Penthouse (533 S. Los Angeles Street), Los Angeles / the performance I saw was on Saturday, July 24, 2010

 

Published in 1946, just weeks prior to Stein’s death, Brewsie and Willie began as a series of essays, published in The New York Times, expressing the feelings and worries of young soldiers still in Europe. Stein’s observations were based on her own conversations with American G.I.s, with whom she had spoken on the street and at dinners in her own home to which she had invited numerous of them.

     While the work is dominated by the thinking and commentary of Brewsie, egged on by the most obstinately ordinary of the group, Willie, this dialogue fiction eventually becomes filled with the voices of numerous young soldiers—Jo, Henry, Donald Paul, Ed, Jimmie, Richard, and, through Willie’s constant evocation of him, even the dead Brock—and military nurses—Janet, Pauline, and Jane.



     In Stein’s original these men and women discuss everything, although often just in passing, from issues of race, cultural identity, immigration, history, economics, politics, and, in particular, their own uncertain future. Stein’s skillful interweaving of these various subjects is both humorous and powerfully moving, as one by one—some of the soldiers clearly having never spoken of these issues before—they reveal their minds, tell stories, and share their family lives and upbringing. It is the complex matrix of these issues which allows this seemingly transparent work—a work which Stein enthusiasts and scholars might describe as too accessible in relation to her more experimental writing—to become a poetic chorus of fearful and thoughtful voices that links this to her most challenging work.

      Although I might have liked to have the adapters tackle as many of these issues as possible, Chibas, Ehn, and director-author Preston skillfully and faithfully focus on issues economic and historical while suggesting the numerous other topics the original tackles. Indeed this performance was so excellent that any qualms I might have had in the adaptation of Stein are allayed by the powerful evocation of the young soldiers on the eve of their “redeployment,” a word most of them find meaningless, if not terrifying.

      The youthful cast of the Poor Dog Group, most of whom are just two or three years out of the theatre program at CalArts, are precisely the age of Stein’s young Americans, and their fresh faces and simple beauty—as the men, sweating in the summer heat, briefly strip off their shirts to cool off, some of them having jumped in and out the windows of the top floor playhouse, literally unable to control their energy and, as we quickly discover, their worries—almost brings one to tears.

       Having all faced two world wars back to back, and having lived through part of the Great Depression, these men of what Tom Brokaw has described as “The Greatest Generation” are  terrified that upon their return there will be no jobs or, if there are jobs, the economy will be built up once more to again collapse. An early conversation between Brewise and Willie summarizes the situation as they envision it:

 

“B:  How I hate that word job.

W: You’re right to hate that word, hate it good and plenty, but can you afford to hate it Brewsie,  fellows like you dont need a job you just live, eveybody’s got to see to it you live and live you do but fellows like us, well we got have jobs, what you want us to do, nobody’s going to feed us, you just watch them not feed us dont we know, no we got to have

jobs, talk all you like and talk is good I like talk I like to listen to you Brewsie, but when we get home and dont wear this brown anymore we got to have a job, job, job. Yes job.

B:  I know, I know, I know Willie. Yes I know, you got to have a job, and it’s all right but it’s not all right, see here let me tell you about jobs. Some have to have jobs, some have got to be employed and be employees, but not so many Willie. Listen to me not so many, when everybody is employed.

W: God, if they only just could not be employed. I aint forgot that depression, no not yet.

 B:  Yes but Willie, that’s what I want to say, industrialism which produces more than anybody can buy and makes employees out of free men makes ‘em stop thinking, stop feeling, makes ‘em all feel alike. I tell you Willie it’s wrong. …”



     In a world where, for the first time, they have had to look about, to compare their lives with others, and evaluate what it all means, these young men and women have gradually begun to think, and before long, they are as active as Brewsie in observing, commenting upon, and questioning the world around them. And all, in turn, begin to fear that the new workaday world which they will soon face will not allow the time to think. Will they, like those of the past generations, forget all about the lessons they have learned? Will war break out once more? Will the nation overproduce to create a new depression? One could almost hear the sighs of the audience in their silent recognition of Stein’s soldiers' prescient concerns. This play is terribly significant even today.

     The on-stage rapport of these actors, their ability, so necessary in a production such as this, to work almost as a single breathing mass of beings, is, as another reviewer commented, “a miracle, pure and simple.”  And the interaction particularly of Brad Culver as the loveable Willie and Jonney Ahmanson as the pondering, somewhat befuddled Brewsie made this play, for me, one of the most memorable in years. So intense is their sense of camaraderie and love that, at one moment, the director sends the entire male cast to the floor in a mass wrestling match that momentarily releases both their tensions and sublimated desires.



     As Stein reiterated upon her deathbed, there is, obviously, no answer to the questions the soldiers pose. Donald Paul’s Thoreau-like logic to go back to the simple ways of living and surviving by oneself, as Brewsie realizes, will not work for most of these men. One very young soldier is determined to stay in France, but the others, despite their fears, want to return home. One or two suggest that they might embrace Socialism or even Communism, but Brewsie and most of the others realize that these are not true solutions for a country in which these ideas are so foreign.

      With the help of the women, the men gradually begin to embrace another kind of possibility for their futures. Some of them, at least, come to see that it isn’t just a matter of finding a job, but of finding something meaningful to work toward. One of them suggests that their goal should be to “pioneer.” But where is the wilderness? Willie scoffs. Clearly Stein is using the word here not as a noun, “a pioneer,” but as a verb defining action as a process of pioneering, of discovering the world all over again. But this concept, as brilliant as it is, seems to emanate from the voice of author, not from the characters and, as such, brings a halt to their startlingly real interchanges.

     The last speech, spoken by one of the women characters, in the book is pure Gertrude Stein crying out to her “G.I.s and G.I.s and G.I.s,” like Susan B. Anthony or others of her women heroes, with a patriotic, rhetorical flourish. Perhaps this ending was the only way to have successfully closed the work, for the soldiers have been called home and are on the move, already missing the voice of their thoughtful friend Brewsie, who has challenged them all, again and again, to “listen”

 

“Janet: And tell me, wont you miss talking when you go home, you do know dont you all of you nobody talks like you boys were always talking, not back home.

Jo: Yes we know.

Jimmie: Yes we know.

Willie : Not Brewsie, he’ll talk but, Brewsie will talk but we wont be there to listen, we kind of will remember that he’s talking somewhere but we wont be there to listen, there wont be anybody talking were we will be.”

 

     Perhaps, as Jo suggests, “they will talk now, why you all so sure they wont talk over there, perhaps they will talk over there.” But the stubborn realist, Willie, is convincing: “Not those on the job they wont, not those on the job.”

     Thank heaven for a production such as this that helps its audience to listen, to listen attentively while loving nearly every word, if only for a couple of hours.

 

Los Angeles, July 31, 2010

Reprinted from USTheater, Opera, and Performance (August 2010).

 


Thursday, November 5, 2026

Chris Housman | Drag Queen / 2024 [music video]

celebrating drag queens

by Douglas Messerli

 

Chris Housman (performer and composer), Ford Fairchild (director) Drag Queen / 2024 [3 minutes] [music video]

 

For his Blueneck album, country-western singer Chris Housman did an extremely brave thing by celebrating the very notion of a drag queen after Tennessee had adopted its Adult Entertainment Act, and other states were delimiting the appearance of drag queens, particularly those who might read appropriate books to young people in libraries.

     The very idea that some men might dress up and perform as women suddenly became an issue in a nation in which, as I have established, had a true theater and cinematic tradition going back to at least to the 18th century, played out in early performances of Fatty Arbuckle, Charlie Chaplin, and dozens of other major film and theater figures. What had suddenly happened to so terrify conservative Americans?

 

     There is, quite obviously, no sane answer. Suddenly the society, particularly the Trump MAGA world, became so terrified of any differences in behavior that they could no longer accept in their tiny narrative framework of experience anyone who didn’t behave as absurdly as they did. The US suddenly seemed to have lost all comprehension of those who didn’t fit within the strictures of religious and political values into which frightened US residents had retreated, fearful of any further loses of their ignorant and hateful identities. When someone as “down home” as Housman sings of and praises their joyful presence, accordingly, it truly does mean something, even if it won’t change the minds of a single unthinking MAGA individual.

     His lyrics, and the presence of several Nashville drag queens, Arsyn, Perplexity, Sasha Dereon, Ivy St. James, Vanity, Deception, and Obsinity, however, truly questions through popular music the legitimacy of these narrow-minded people’s viewpoint. The song’s lyrics say it all:

 

He's teacher of the year

And royalty as well

'Cause every now and then

Michael becomes Michelle

A little red wine

To wind down his day

With a lot of eye shadow

But he never throws shade

He reaps what he sows

And sews his own dresses

The wig glue of the family

Always cleaning up messes

Puts on a face

And one hell of a show

And everybody round here knows

She's a drag queen but she ain't no drag

Lace-up front with a pony in the back

People try and knock her down all the time

But in her high heels she's still 6'5

She wouldn't hurt a soul or kill a fly

But she murders on the stage every Saturday night

The kind of woman lotta men wish they could be

 

Los Angeles, March 21, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (March 2025).

 

  

Friday, October 23, 2026

Chris Housman | Guilty as Sin / 2024 [music video]

 the halo don’t fit

by Douglas Messerli

 

Chris Housman (composer and performer), Ford Fairchild (director) Guilty as Sin / 2024 (3 minutes) [music video]

 

If you thought gay country performer’s Blueneck of 2024 was hot—and it was—then you need to hear and watch his music video of the same year, Guilty as Sin, in which he falls for an equally “blueneck” country boy (Gabe LaDuke).



     I can’t tell you what it means to a city boy to hear a country western singer express his love so very openly in a world that doesn’t truly want to accept that vision. It’s a wonderful sense of liberation to hear such lyrics as Housman croons out:

 

Tried to fight it

To deny it

But every single night it’s the same desire, same damn fire

 

Smoked a little

Tried to pray

Knew it was you the moment I felt this, baby I’m helpless

 

I can only resist for so long

 

I gave it my best

But this halo don’t fit

If I had to spend forever in heaven without you might as well be in hell

My verdict is in

Cause baby if loving you is wrong

Then I’m guilty as sin

 

I’m done pretending

Cut the tension

Ain’t no use in us acting like, this ain’t right

 

I need your body

Heavy on me

I’m always falling back to your gravity, it’s pulling me

 

And I can only resist for so long

 

I gave it my best

But this halo don’t fit

If I had to spend forever in heaven without you might as well be in hell

My verdict is in

Cause baby if loving you is wrong

Then I’m guilty as sin

 

I can only resist for so long

I found holy right here in your arms



    For a gay man to hear this in country western language is almost magical. These tattooed country men may not represent my style or way of living, but they mean so much more for their open expression of love. I find that increasingly interesting. People I might have before even imagined as speaking for gay, trans, and other LGBTQ causes, coming forward out of the dark woodwork of the red states, expressing something I had never imagined possible. The LGBTQ community exists everywhere in the cracks of our civilization, and now are coming out to sing and speak their desires. I cried with joy.

 

Los Angeles, April 9, 2025

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (April 2025).

 

 

 

Sunday, October 18, 2026

Giuseppe Verdi, Francesco Maria Piave with additions Andrea Maffei | Macbeth / 2026 [The Metropolitan Opera’s HD-live production]

hitting the spot

by Douglas Messerli

 

Giuseppe Verdi (composer), Francesco Maria Piave with additions Andrea Maffei (libretto, based on the play by William Shakespeare) Macbeth / 2026, Gary Halvorsen (HD director), Louisa Proske (stage director) [The Metropolitan Opera’s HD-live production]

 

Yesterday, Saturday 17, 2026, Howard and I attended the highly acclaimed new Metropolitan Opera production of Macbeth.

    The last time we’d see a production was back in the 1970s at the Kennedy Center in Washington, D.C. The production in 1976, was by the famed Teatro alla Scala from Milan, with Claudio Abbado leading the La Scala Orchestra, with a quite remarkable cast with Piero Cappuccilli as Macbeth, Shirley Verret as Lady Macbeth, Nicolai Ghiaurov as Banquo, and Veriano Luchetti as MacDuff. We were young, and we were not wowed, both us now remembering only the witches waving rubber snakes in the air, not at all a memorable production for 29 and 30-year-old graduate students. You certainly might have though we would remember Shirley Verret!

     We still, after seeing yesterday’s performance, recognize that the opera—produced in 1847, before his first great successes such as Rigoletto, Il trovatore and La traviata, and which was revised and expanded in a French version, premiering in Paris in 1865—with several set choral numbers of the displaced Scottish peasants whose husbands, wives, and children have been killed, later in the opera, by the now tyrant Macbeth, looking more like displaced Italian peasants during the Napoleonic Wars than anything out of Scotland.



     Although the witches of this production most certainly did not wave rubber snakes in the air, they were certainly not as austere and terrifying as one might have imagined. Dressed mostly in beige, they looked more, as the head choral singer of the group told host Anthony Roth Costanzo during the intermission backstage conversation, like they were actually having fun in providing Macbeth with truthful but misleading prognostications: he will not be killed by a man born of woman, and his rule shall not fall until the Birnam Forest itself rises up against him. He therefore believes, vaguely, that he is impregnable. The head witch admitted they were indeed having more fun in this opera than all the others. Perhaps a little more austere production might have made us more frightened of them. As it is, they hover over the major actors like ghouls ready to remind them of the awful forces that control their inner selves. The demons in this work are clearly within us.

      Having with their own hands killed King Duncan, the Macbeths have now become paranoid enough that they must destroy Banquo, his son Fleance (who after all is prophesized as becoming his successor), and seek other the deaths of many others.  

      Concerning other problems in the direction, I’m not sure that the complexity of the set, including a turntable set moved to show not only the rough highlands, but several of the Macbeth’s palace rooms, was absolutely necessary or even fully offered us new insights into their complex lives as they move from the killing fields into their bedrooms, unable to wash the blood completely off their hands. At moments the set seemed somewhat cumbersome.


     All these minor quibbles aside, however, this was an absolute joy of an opera to watch with some of the greatest vocal offerings I have experienced in a very long while. With glorious voices such as the Norwegian soprano Lise Davidsen as Lady Macbeth whose several major arias “Trionfai!” (“I have triumphed!”), the celebratory dinner song, “Si colmi il calice” ("Fill up the cup"), with elements reminding one of bel canto in it, and, of course, the truly great sleepwalking scene (“Una macchia è qui tuttora!”; "Yet here's a spot"), which Davidsen sings with such control that she can almost whisper her terrifying nightmares before truly revealing in full voice her and her husband’s horrific deeds before her lady servant and a male observer the servant has invited to witness the nightly spectacles.


     As opera critic Deryck Cook wrote in his essay of 1964, “Shakespeare into Music,” while again agreeing that Macbeth is not up to Verdi’s greater Shakespeare adaptations such as Otello or Falstaff observed:

 

“Only during the present Verdi craze could his Macbeth be seriously set beside its tremendous original. What can we make of a Macbeth who pursues his fatal vision through a musical desert of the old fustian recitative, or a Lady Macbeth whose prayer to be unsexed is a barn-storming martial cabaletta? In the "Grand scena di sonnambulismo."admittedly, Verdi did so magically stroke the big strumming guitar of his orchestra, and so chasten the vocal pride of Italian 'bel canto, as to foreshadow his achievements of some forty years later.”


      By this time Macbeth (Quinn Kelsy) himself is almost mad. But he is a man of guilt, we perceive, from the first moment he hears of the witches’ prophecies, arguing to himself that he must not interfere with fate, while ambition drives him to almost immediately commit the heinous crime from his early aria (“Mi si affaccia un pugnal?”; "Is this a dagger which I see before me?") to the beautiful and terrifying aria after he has seen the full implications of the witches’ predictions: (“O lieto augurio”; "O, happy augury! No wood has ever moved by magic power").

      His final great aria, in this production sung as he is dying, (“Cielo!”; "Heaven") admits that he knows no one will speak well of him after his death, and that he has ruined his life with ambition, hate, and fear is one of the most brilliantly performed works I have witnessed in my personal operatic history.


    But don’t leave Banquo out, who sings his one great aria (“Come dal ciel precipita”; "O, how the darkness falls from heaven") to his son Fleance as he suspects the journey they are making in escape is filled in danger. Baritone-bass opera singer Rayan Speedo Green sings this song with such a deep passion that he almost, at least for a few moments, upstages all the others. As he told Costanzo during the intermission conversation, “There is a lot of pressure on you since this in the only time in the opera when Banquo is permitted to wow the audience.” He most certainly does wow us with his great performance.

      A moment later, however, he perceives that he has been betrayed and insists his son flee as he, himself, is murdered.

      But in order to create such a wonderful production, one cannot ignore either the talents of Freddie De Tommaso as McDuff nor the truly great Metropolitan opera chorus, now directed by Tilman Michael. If you have ever wondered how to perform soldiers in battle, the wonderful action director Ran Arthur Braun has trained his dancers to perform acrobatic feats as they play out, almost in Japanese Kabuki style their war-time deeds.


      And, obviously, none of this would have made it across the stage lights without the truly great conducting of Yannick Nézet-Séguin, who with beautiful painted fingernails brings his baton to one of the greatest orchestras in the world, the Metropolitan Opera Orchestra. The truly wonderful thing about these HD productions is how alive the sound is on the large, fully amplified theater screen, better than even in the massive hall of the theater itself. The music is utterly overwhelming, and if you love opera and the nuances of the score this is how to best hear it.

      The audience applauded wildly, demanding a significant number of reentries of their favorite performers and choral groups. In her hurry to join the final bows, director Louisa Proske even lost her shoe, grabbing it and holding it on high as if it were her trophy for the brilliant afternoon performance.

      This is what opera is all about.

    This work, about tyranny, betrayal, greed, and unchecked ambition, is something we need to see again now in our own time, if for other no reason but to remind us that it too will some day come to an end and order return.

 

Los Angeles, October 14, 2026

Reprinted from World Theater, Opera, and Performance (October 2026).

 

 

Tuesday, October 13, 2026

Chris Housman | Hidin’ Somethin’ / 2025 [music video]

a housewife’s revenge

by Douglas Messerli

 

Chris Housman (composer and performer), Ford Fairchild (director) Hidin’ Somethin’ / 2025 [4 minutes] [music video]

 

This recent music video by country-style gay composer and singer Chris Housman consists of a simple revenge story right out of Alfred Hitchcock’s famed TV series, although perhaps this is a bit more perverse than even the master of murder and mayhem might have imagined.


      In bed together after spending the night love-making are too heavily tatted men, Housman and Gable LaDuke, the later playing the lying husband of preacher’s daughter Brauwyn Spinner. Housman wonders where, suddenly his night-time lover is on his way to. LaDuke simply mumbles something about the fact he has to do something that day, even though supposedly it’s his day off from work. However, he accidently leaves behind his wallet, and Housman discovers, picture by picture, the real truth through a picture and a hidden wedding ring.


   We quickly discover where he’s headed as we observe his wife (Spinner) reading an old love letter from another man she’s discovered in a box. From there on the song takes over, recounting her love and sacrifices for the man that all this time has been ‘hidin’ not only ‘somethin’,’ but his entire identity as a bisexual, gay-oriented man who has betrayed his wife and family.

     She cooks up a special pot pie which quickly puts him in a hidden grave, dug by hand, making her another person is now is “hidin’ somethin’.”

      But the whole story told in the lyrics about how many years she has put up with his “beatings and the cheating that…put her through hell,” reveals her fury and supposedly justifies her culinary murder.

     The heavily inflected voice and instrumentation on the chorus which repeats “hidin’ somethin’” is a powerful reminder of what is truly at issue in this musical narrative, again directed by Housman’s usual partner, Ford Fairchild.

 

Grew up at the crossroads of a preacher's daughter and a farmer’s wife

She thought she found a one woman man to love her ‘til the day she dies

But 30 years in, done raising his kids, and keeping his front porch swept

She found a box full of letters, he shoulda been better at hiding those secrets he kept


He finally found one hole that he can’t get out

‘Cause she’s got a shovel and a whole lotta ground

She goes way out where the lord can’t see

She ain’t weeping under those willow trees now

He’s getting what he had coming

She’s serving that backwoods justice

By the time that the sun comes up

He won’t be the only one hidin’ somethin’


She could take the beatings and the cheating hell that he put her through

But everything hit different when she read ‘bout the other folks he left black and blue

So on Sunday night, made his chicken pot pie, and she threw a little something else in

By the time it got dark she was rolling up a tarp, his cold heart won’t be beating again

 

‘Cause he’s found one hole that he can’t get out

‘Cause she’s got a shovel and a whole lotta ground

She goes way out where the lord can’t see

She ain’t weeping under those willow trees now

He’s getting what he had coming

She’s serving that backwoods justice

By the time that the sun comes up

He won’t be the only one hidin’ somethin’

 

     Clearly Housman has no sympathy whatsoever for the millions of men whose gay sexuality is kept a secret from their wives, family, and, at moments, even themselves.

 

Los Angeles, July 24, 2026

Reprinted from My Queer Cinema blog (July 2026).


Gertrude Stein (adapted by Marissa Chibas, Erik Ehn, and Travis Preston) | Brewsie and Willie / 2010

listening by Douglas Messerli   Gertrude Stein, adapted by Marissa Chibas, Erik Ehn, and Travis Preston Brewsie and Willie / performe...